Thursday 27 December 2012

What I'm doing now..

Right now, working on a collab with The Avelocity Project. It's all of our members collabing this time. We plan to release our finished song on New Years, midnight. Stay in-tuned on mah Facebook Page to get the release link. Only people with this link will be able to download our new project.

As for Now:
Me and Some RGC guys goofing off..Instagram quality right there!






Saturday 8 December 2012

[New Release!] "Moar Shiz and Things"

This song has absolutely nothing to do with Deadmau5! Just similar names. Took me a month, this is the final release, in MP3 format for a nice free download. In this project I learned a lot, plugins, using automations for multiple purposes, FX mixer shiz, Glitching, I hope to move away from this song and start working on moar higher quality tracks.





Saturday 13 October 2012

Getting back into it, LB302

Getting back into making moar electro house shiz. Playing around with LB302 and TripleOscillator. Uped the BPM out of my comfort zone at 140, much faster. 

Thursday 11 October 2012

Procrastination Fail

So I procrastinated way too long..and didn't get into enter that Indaba contest. Right now I'm just listening to all of these awesome remixes, and voting. Oh well.
My remix wasn't good anyway. I still need more experience with LMMS


But new song coming out, me and my drumline where in this Marching Band Competition, one of the judges was admiring a shark 0__0. Got his voice recorded. Going to be epic.


My remix of Linkin park's song "Lost in the Echo" will not be uploaded to any site just yet. Since theres no due date, I'm going to add some more shiz to it and make it better.

Wednesday 3 October 2012

Not backing down..

8 more days until all submissions need to be turned in. And you can be assured I shall b sending in a procrastinated remix as well 0__0

Never actually made a remix before, coming at a disadvantage because I can't mix Linkin Park's synths with any of the beats I make using LMMS, n moar shiz


I'll work something out...



Tuesday 18 September 2012

That Indaba Contest..

For remixing Linkin Park's Lost in the Echo?






Oh yea...I should get started on that...

Monday 17 September 2012

Shell Backs off the Arctic!

The Shell Gas Company has finally decided to back off the Arctic, for now. Millions of dollars have went into a failed project, and I honestly think they deserve it. Voices are strong, and are carried out for centuries.
But, I did say for now, a million dollar project just doesn't get put away that easily. The Shell gas company will be back, and we need even more people to stand up as ever.
You can still sign the petition if you haven't yet: savethearctic.org 


So this bit of news was also plastered up and a lot of news sites, its legit. The Company's failure is known worldwide, and we can deduce that other gas companies will be overseeing what this Gas Giant will be doing next, follow its moves to the point where they can come up the the arctic and start drilling as they please. We can't let this happen.

http://greenpeaceblogs.org/2012/09/17/success-shell-stops-arctic-oil-drilling-for-this-year/


Thursday 13 September 2012

Indava+Linkin Park's Remix Contest

Was on Facebook today, and just got word about Linkin Park teaming up with Indaba once again to remix their song: "Lost in the Echo"

Being a Linkin Park fan, and now a producer, I might as well give it a shot.

I know have an Indaba profile now: http://www.indabamusic.com/people/516825105

Check me out, give me some rep :D

For more information about this contest here ya go:http://www.indabamusic.com/opportunities/linkin-park-lost-in-the-echo-remix-contest


I know I'm not going to win it, might as well try. Rocking the Freeware, Audacity+LMMS=Awesomness



Saturday 8 September 2012

New Release: Tripping In Space

                                                                                                                                                       





Just finally finished "Tripping in Space." Song created using LMMS, album art created by Paint.net. Audacity for a rexport into MP3, and there we go


The computer speech is all from a little program called Espeak. 

Thursday 6 September 2012

Moar into LMMS

Getting back into the swing of things, working on a bunch of new songs using LMMS. Recentaly made an account for a website known as FutureProducers. A site just made for young, fresh producers, meet up and talk about sh!t.

So the current main song I'm working on is called:
Trippin in SPACE



It's a Work in progress, I have a lot more stuff to add.

Aside from that I'm working around with creating just standalone Hip-hop beats, just for fun.


D_lan has also been working with Blender, creating Visuals for my music, you'll see em on MetaCafe here soon



Monday 16 July 2012

Wazzup Fools

It's 3 o' clock in the morning and I'm bored.

Seems to be that my roomate from NYLF is either dead..or I'm annoying the shiz out of him. haha

Yall need to check this new game out as well:
http://www.brick-force.com/en

 BRICK FORCE!Yes...I'm a very..very..sad little mahn.
But this game is the SH!T
Minecraft + BF3 all the waay
It's a sandbox shooter, and its pretty fresh. So some stuff is still being worked out. Its just coming out of Beta testing.
It's also FREE.
So you can go around to different servers and shoot the shiznick out of ur opponents
or you can build maps, this is basically where the whole "sandbox" element comes into play

I'm also very pizznicked that one of my clients bailed out on me. He called in anther f*cking DJ. Brian is very angreh now X(

So thats about it.

Tuesday 3 July 2012

Brianizm: I finally Figured it out.

--This is a collection of notes I've been writing up during my special "twilight" time. Its usually 12-1 am, where I can see things moar clearly...Like I'm high.

Religion today is biased, corrupted, and full of human error after so many years. As kids, we are born into a certain belief, and we soon learn to grow and love it. As we age, some kids (Like myself) may decide to step out of the "house" and explore the world, the world of different beliefs. Some of these kids may look at these new beliefs in utter disbelief, and return home, back to where they are most comfortable in. Unlike them though, I decided to stay outside.Evey time I return home I keep whatever I have learned bottled up inside. Ashamed of what my fellow people think. Not everybody can be as multicultural as Bada$$ Brian.


So I've been on this "spirtual" journey for sometime now. Creating my own belief, filled with information from other beliefs. "God, is just a God," as my mother would say. I've been exploring other beliefs in-depth. It's been hard to find where to go next, or how this fits together. I usually figure it all out in the middle of the night like I said abooove.


I've been websearching last night, my usual thang. I came across this bit of information though, an impetus for what I'm about to go into next:
All religion is true, and the service to man is the most efficient way to worship God.
I'll be explaining this bit of information more in-depth in the next blog spot.

The first bit of this information though led me to anther, slowly upcoming, beleif. Omnism.
After researching this new belief I soon learned that I've been an omnist this whole time. Collecting whatever I have learned from other beleifs and believing in them throughly. Unlike many other beliefs and religions, Omnism gives me the freedom that I want. The Freedom to explore, to investigate...

All this time, whenever somebody asks me what religion I believe in, I would go off saying that I'm a Hindu, but blah blah blah, and blah blah meh. Now, I have just 1 word to explain it all.

I still think like a Hindu though. But I honestly believe that the worshiping part of it sounds a bit off. Then  again, every morning I do my usual prayers, because I was raised that way. I was raised to do this and now it has become a habit. A poison it maybe. But I have the power to stop, for some reason though, I haven't stopped. I'm praying, but I just don't know who I'm praying too. Kind of ridiculous isn't it?

Right now though, I believe in a supreme being, I believe in reincarnation and that our bodies are vessels for a spiritual essence. And there is more I can add onto that list. But this blog post can only go so far before the reader loses complete interest so Imma end it here foos


Monday 2 July 2012

NYLF MED What to Pack (Revised)

(This guide is beyond old, so be warned) So here it is

First of all, I would recommend seeing their Facebook page:
http://www.facebook.com/Forum.on.Medicine?ref=ts

Alright, let's get started.

For those 10 days I packed 6 and 6.
6 Professional
6 Relaxed Professional.
Most of the NYLF people love to change up the dress schedule. I was one of the first ones to head out to DC, so I'm not 100% sure if they'll change it up whenever you go.
I had to reuse a lot of what I brought. Didn't really effect me entirely though. 6 and 6 will be good.
My roommate brought 5 suits. I brought 2, it depends on how fancy you are. 2 will be good enough. Specifically I brought 1 sports jacket, 1 blazer.
I can' t stress enough to bring CASUAL clothes. I only brought 1 pair and had to make that last for about 5 days. So be mindful of that. Bring like 1-5 t-shirts. A pair of shorts....
At some of the centers they'll let you wear really good tennis shoes along with your Relaxed Professional Wear.
And all of that stuff I said in the other post. Make sure your ties fit you, use Tie clips.
Bring comfortable dress shoes, You'll be walking around a lot.

Money-wise I brought 200 dollars. 100 in cash, the other card. That went by pretty fast. If you're bringing a card make sure it works and be mindful that some places won't accept cards.




Sunday 1 July 2012

You guys need anything else?

All those last posts were just me attempting to help. It was like 3 in the morning. If you couldn't understand some of the sh!t I put in there I'll be happy enough to rewrite them more clearly

Tuesday 26 June 2012

Status Report

Its about 2 o clock in the morning, and I'm still full of energy. This post is just going to be completely personal, stuff going on with me right now. Tomorrow, or maybe some time next week I plan to try to get some of my "Save the Arctic" petitions signed. I have no idea how, this town is all full of rednecks that just don't care...
Xbox headset broke today. Lol. It's a cheap Radioshack Gigaware wired one. Happens alot, but can't find the receipt or box...so I can't return it back like I always do. Kinda sucks...
Then again, video games haven't really been what I'm all for lately.. After coming back from NYLF I've been more into a completely different mindset. I've been spending most of my time on the INTERNET talking it up with my "second family" along with trying to find a set path for my future career in the field of medicine.


Thursday 21 June 2012

Save the Arctic Video



The Official Greenpeace promotional video. We must save the Arctic from ourselves. We must take a stand.

Save the Arctic: What you can do to help

Credit for this photo goes to Greenpeace.
Following up on my last post raises a question. What can YOU do to help? It's pretty simple...
Just follow this link, and sign:
www.savethearctic.org
It only takes like 5 seconds to sign this online petition. Most of you probably won't do it though. I know, they're asking for a good bit of personal info, but does it matter? Its Greenpeace! Not a "stalker" group that spies on you as you carry out your business! They will NOT spam you or call you. It's for an extremely great cause as well.

We must declare the Arctic off limits to oil drilling, industrial fishing and conflict overall. All you have to do it plant your name under the North Pole with the "Flag for the Future" and declare a global sanctuary for all...

Credit goes to the students of the Greenpeace Semester
So, what do you say? It's time to take charge and start the cleansing of this Earth. It won't be here forever, but we can work together to make sure the end doesn't happen increasingly.

The polar ice caps are melting. Within the next 20 years the North Pole will be free of ice, which means arctic critters, such as the Polar bear or the Arctic Fox, will lose their homes. As human beings we all must take the responsibility to clean up after our actions. But politicians and those oil brutes can't see the evidence that lays in front of them. Take a stand to spread the word, that we are losing one of our most greatest frontiers to the hands of man. We must declare the Arctic a protected area for all of humanity.

Why you can't trample over the Arctic.

So there is a gas company out there that wants to drill in the Arctic for oil.

Seriously, wtf. Why would you even think of such thing?
But they are, and it is a problem you can't just sit there and ignore.The arctic is home to many precious animals already getting screwed over by the ice caps melting. Machines that use oil or pumping harmful chemcials in the air. See? Its a cycle. And it must be broken.
The arctic is untamed land, and no human should ever lay their destructive hands on it. After the oil crisis down in the gulf I honestly think no oil company should be trusted in drilling oil overall. Oil is crude and worthless. We need to move on to use more cleaner sources...

Wednesday 20 June 2012

Quote

We will not be broken

I will not be broken

We will live this day

Nos vivere die

-Brian Amin
This is the "quote" I say to myself every time I'm in a serious accident, or before I go for Pakour. Its made up of different things from other little quotes, the first verse being from a Storm Freerunning video. 

Now, where do I go from here?

I'm really starting to miss the Hippocrates crew. Woke up today, and didn't feel like doing anything without them. Normally, I would wake up, hang out with my roomate for a bit, and goto a med session or talk or socialize. Its summer vacation and I seem to be bored. Xbox won't help me out of this one.

I'm planning on either traveling on my own or start using my newly found leadership skills here in Breezewood. Maybe go out for the Youth EMT courses?
I have nothing against my parents, but after this fourm. I really feel like I'm my own person. They would be up in NJ and all I would have to do is take a train back to see them (My original plan was to go up to NY btw). Then again, what would I be doing in NY all by myself? I'm looking for something, but honestly I'm stupid enough not knowing what I'm looking for. Its a driving nonsense. All I really want is to see and reunite with my "2nd family."

Like the title says: Where do I go from here?

Saturday 19 May 2012

Going Green: With GreenPeace


We're running out of time. And I think its about time for our race to open their eyes to see the damage they have caused to this Earth.  Right now I'm following the actons of Greenpeace, a non-profit organization fighting to send this clear message out non-violently. Being a Hindu I'm all for protecting the enviroment. Conserving and rebuilding is the way to go. No more procrastination, it ends here.
Everybody can give back a little. Small actions and everyday deeds can build up into something much more greater.

Saturday 28 April 2012

Saved a town from going into a deadzone for about a week...end

 At school me and my friends were playing to play some Tiberium Suns, I got him, checked my email, got on Minecraft for a bit. I went to go take a haircut after, me and my friends would get together to play TS when we all got home n stuff. 
 Now, let me tell you some stuff about my ISP. ITS CRAP. Their tech service sucks, and they are lazy as crap. I got home when one of my friends, who shares the same ISP, texts me saying he gooots no internet connection. I get home and find that I can't connect either. Since I live in Breezewood I have the ability to go onto other networks willy-nilly. But...they all have the same ISP. A whole town-dead. No internet. 
So I called them...actually I was the only one who called them. They have recieved no reports or complaints, I guess people wanted to wait it out? 
I sat down for about a half-hour. They transferred me to a Tech Support person doing his crap. HE SUCKED. Didn't do anything to solve my problem. I kept telling him that I wasnt the only one, but he didn't believe me. So I called up my dad, who can get aaargry. He called the ISP HQ in New York, they honestly didn't realize that the whole town was DEAD. They didn't even know! The only other way they could have found out was by sending a technian, which could take weeks, or Monday-who knows. 
So they made it their first prioreity to fix this bishnick. Around 2 hrs later the Network was back up n stuff





Monday 23 April 2012

100 Views!

So I reached up my first checkpoint...100 Views!
I thank everybody reading through n stuff.

Quote

I feel no sympathy for the people that may want to kill me

I'm not going to explain this quote, its just based on how some people like to treat other people, and sometimes gets those people confused with innocent people like meh.

Saturday 21 April 2012

If we had the ability to live on anther planet

So today in American History we talked about if we would like or not like to live on anther planet, like a colony. Here are some of my beliefs

I would rather stay here on Earth. Wherever the people move, society moves with them. I believe that the government and society would set their priority to the colonies rather than the people still on this Earth. Maybe we could be at peace for once.
Also, I believe that only the smarter people should stay on this Earth. For its cleansing. See, there are WAY to many people on this Earth. One reason why I believe that we should stop having children. That may be the reason why people want to move to an Earth-like planet. More room for ourselves.
If the more environmentally concise and more of the greatest minds of this current generation stay here on this Earth. We can finally repay it back for all the grief we committed to it.


Tuesday 17 April 2012

So I have some viewers coming in...

Now I feels special.   I check me stats evey now and then and I see some of them come from Russia?
Здравствуйте, друзья, я всемогущ индийский.
I'm very sorry, that was my first and only attempt. If you can't read it well then you're very sane.

Tommorrow I shall be writing yet anther long post about the idea of having human settlements on other planets and what the duties of anybody who stays on this Earth shall become if people do, leave this planet to settle somewhere else.

Thank You

Tuesday 3 April 2012

Review on Somebody else's blog

http://scienceandevolution.blogspot.com/
Some of the stuff in this blog is amazing! I have no idea why he would stop. But really neat info in there.
From the letters in da url u can see what the blog means.

Monday 2 April 2012

If u speak russian...

Это моя попытка говорить на русском языке для моей русской аудитории Blogger твердит мне, что я есть. Так Здравствуйте аудитории России, что может или не может говорить Россия!

Review: Somebody else's look on Evolution

http://www.themythofevolution.com/Site/Evolutionists.html
Now the guy is obliviously biased and is Christan, the point of this website is to prove Evolution and Darwinism wrong by contrasting it with Christianity. I went over this with my friend Zach, who is also a nerd and scholar, the two smartest kids in our class.  He says who evolutionists are close minded and will support Darwin's theory at all costs. I do believe that Evolutionists can be a little over protected. He complains how it is just an excuse to not believe in god. Which is stupid, now I'm a hindu and I believe in an all powerful being. I respect atheism, its a world were scientists have no limits and can contiue to explore this earth. God used science, not magic. Scientist's discoveries are rediscoveries. And these rediscovers are crucial and will SOMETIMES benefit mankind for the better. God is basically playing Powder toy and created an us. Programmed us. And let us live out our lives. I will talk about this in a much later post. Right now lets focus on dissecting this guy's article.

The writers keeps pulling the "rock to man" deal. Like really? THen where did we come from I ask you that. No, we just popped into existence. I qoute from his article:

"Natural selection can cause a species to adapt over the course of time. This is true in a sense, but not in the sense that Darwin and his evolutionists disciples tend to believe. Natural selection is the process of an environmental condition that tends to influence the development of species that reside in it over time. For instance, lets say a particular species of moth comes in two colors, beige and black. If over time, all the trees in the moth’s habitat become blackened as a result of being close to a nearby factory, the black moths will become the dominant color in that area because they are more camouflaged from predators. Over time, if the trees stay blackened, the beige moths will become more rare because the moths that survive better are the black ones. This is natural selection. Darwin observed natural selection happening when he looked at the varieties of finches on the Galapagos Islands, but took a leap of faith when assuming that somehow natural selection could change rocks into humans over time. He observed variances of existing traits only, not the addition of completely new genetic information. Again, Darwin’s faith-based assumption has never been proven or observed."

Really? Now tell me this, where did we come from. Darwin didn't take a leap of faith its plainly logic. The environment is a crucial factor in the adaptations of animals, including us. At the beginning of the article he pulls off a qoute of Darwin. Its basically him stating that White humans are a superior species and that African American people are just teh link between man and ape. Now humanity mainly begain down there in africa, the Neanderthals then migrated up to Europe..then the crossing of that ice bridge. I'm pretty sure the melanine that they needed down in africa soon dissapeared or went away. Because they didn't need it anymore. So white people could be the last variation of humans, doesn't make them inferior anymore, its just an adaptation. Now I didn't crossreference this quote and I'm not quite sure if Darwin actually ment it. But if he did mean this then Darwin would be considred..yea. The wrtier also talked about Hitler pulling this off in his book Mein Kampf. ANd his master race the ayrans.
||“At some future period, not very distant as measured by centuries, the civilized races of man will almost certainly exterminate, and replace, the savage races throughout the world. At the same time, the anthropomorphous apes. . . will no doubt be exterminated. The break between man and his nearest allies will then be wider, for it will intervene between man in a more civilized state, as we may hope, even than the Caucasian, and some ape as low as a baboon, instead of as now between the Negro or Australian and the gorilla.”

No, that quote wasn’t Adolf Hitler’s. It was Charles Darwin, in The Descent of Man and Selection in Relation to Sex; The Works of Charles Darwin, D. Appleton and Company, New York.

Charles Darwin is the founder of the religion of evolution, and as you can see from the quote above, thought that black people were the missing link between white people and monkeys, and thought white people were the most evolved, superior race. He also states his prediction that white people will exterminate all the inferior “savage” races sometime soon. Most people have not heard of this quote or realized it’s significance, in part because evolutionists are exceptional at preventing the spread of information that is not evolution-compliant. But the implications become apparent when you compare it to quotes of Hitler. Hitler, inspired by Darwin’s racism and theory of evolution, thought that the “aryan” race was the most highly evolved race and attempted to act out Darwin’s predictions of extermination of the “inferior” races. Hitler used the word “evolution” throughout his book, Mein Kampf. What he was saying wasn’t anything he had come up with, he was just acting on some of Charles Darwin’s ideas. Evolutionists always defend Darwin’s racism of course, by saying “well lots of people were racist back then.” In response to this, I would point out that Jesus never said anything that stupid, as everything he said was timeless, despite the fact that he lived more than 2,000 years ago.
So was Chuck Darwin a great mind, like evolutionists believe, or just a crazy, racist old man? Keep in mind, when he developed his theory, he knew nothing of the complexities of DNA, and thought black people were less evolved than white people.
To understand Darwin, you must understand that he is a founder of a religion. Evolution is a religion just like Buddhism, Hinduism, Judaism, Islam, and Christianity are also religions. The biggest difference with evolution is that it is the only religion that promotes the idea of “do what you feel like, because life doesn’t matter.” It also promotes the idea that humans are the most intelligent and capable beings in the Universe. Because of these two ideals, many people are attracted to it as a way of life. “Wow, you don’t have to have morals, and I can attempt to stake my claim as the most intelligent being in the Universe!” Evolutionists tend to feel a lot of pride about their religion, and defend it with arrogance and a compulsive belief that they are superior."||

Now lets look at the bit from the first paragraph. Sorry I'm jumping around but thats how I roll. He's turning Darwinism, the belief of natural selection and evolution to a RELIGION/FAITH WTFFFFFFFF
Really? HOw can u turn this into a religion!? He says that the followers of Darwin don't belief in moral values and that humans are the superior race to all. He's just stereotyping most of them. If he gave solid proof about this then it would make sense. other wise I'm pretty sure from wat I learned from talking to evolutionists, they aren't like this. He's stereotyping in the name of his religion. Now the quote at the beginning bothers me alot. I would never beilievd that Darwin would say such a thing but who knows. Something I need to look up online, maybe its altered. Who knows were this guy gets his info from. Lets go to the last paragraph. He says stuff how evolutionists say life has no meaning,  He says that they believe in how humans are the most intelligent and the most capable beings in this Universe. Well so far that seems to be true. He's putting God into this? We haven't discovered any moar intelligent life out there. Some cases they found us but right now  atm We are the smartest people around. Capable of mass destruction and the ability to think etc. God is defined as the all knowing BEING. So putting the simple word "being" in that sentece connects us and puts us on the same line. I don't believe that we should be called Beings on the same line as God is called being. It kind of goes with his idea. But its just goes way to far with it. He leaves a big space for God in that sentece and we don't need to put him in there. Why? Because we're humans and we must set out our lives. We are our own people. We have our own destinies and lives. See? I brought Hinduism in this. And it works too.


In the end, this guy doesn't know what he is talking about. He indirectly supports Darwin and he doesn't know it. Half of the paragraphs in the article are just supporting his ideas. But saying he is believing in them wrong. He is biased throughout this whole entire website. I always admired Darwin, but that quote from the beginning just bothers me. Something I should look up later and explain in a different post.

Next time's post will be a followup on this and Me analyzing a really poor video from the History Channel. Question?: Hindu Gods are ALIENS?

Sunday 25 March 2012

Impossible - Mania Rib

I've been playing around with LMMS and this would be my first song and project.
Its called "Impossible" because I sucked at making a tune with a keyboard and I exulted when this actually turned out to be nice
Mania Rib is a mixed up thing, IDK the name for it, its real meaning is: Something for u to find out
HINT: I has my first name in it
Here is the video:



I created the animations using Wax 2.0
Hope you enjoy it!
I'm now working on a new 1 minuete project called Flight

Monday 19 March 2012

I figure it out: Religious beliefs using Computer terms n stuff

Ok, the good stuff is down much below. 

I was answering questions on Yahoo Answers and it got me wondering on more about my religion I made up.
Lets first start off that I still don't know who I am. Am I a Hindu? Atheist? I think that Hinduism is more just an Idea. I'm used to recting things about the gods and stuff, but I act like I'm a little kid and think they're just cool n stuf fbut don't take them too seriously

Now about my religion Idea. I'm just reiterating it. Keeps it fresh
How each religion has its own domain on this earth. Hinduism in India, Christianity started in Jerusalem and those places.
Each of the gods were given their own domain by a being (supreme being). These gods can do about whatever they want as long as their people are faithful to them. More faith in the god, they stronger and more powerful they are.
When their people cross domains, it gets unstable.
This would explain the Hindu vs Islamic fights. And how the US can be unstable on a religious? perspective
The United States orginally had Native Americans, but their god wasn't that powerful I guess their nation  could was easily defeated.
Here comes my other brain: RELIGION HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WAR!
Anyways, the more powerful the god and how much faith the people pay that god the more powerful the nation is
I'm now gonna tell u the truth-This idea came from the Percy Jackson book series...A book for teens

The good stuff
--I just realized that this can't be true and I'm writing my own storybook. And now I'm doubting myself
Being atheist doesnt sound too much as a good idea. Is our whole entire meaning just to get into heaven?
I believe in the Hindu way were we get many chances to correct ourselves, but who defined the meaning of a good spirit? This goes more on good values and bad values. As humans we are somewhat programmed to know what is good or bad. Hitler was bad. Deadmau5 is good. Did a supreme being write this down into our programming? So if we're built this way its natural to follow it.
Thats something else I believe in, I saw this idea introduced in The Matrix. We're is bad not to follow our urges. Its wat makes us..Human. If a video game didn't follow its scripts and did something else thats just stupid and the creator goes back and fixes it.
We're made to follow our urges and follow our "code"
In hinduism the texts are like our code. Telling us that what we should do because we don't have a built in reader to read that code. Somebody had a built in reader  and wrote it down for all the stupid people out there. Gods are programmers, the first god made a script, then that god reincarnated and the next god fixed that script. As humans correct themsleves, the gods do to. I figured it out!
So, as human beings our one purpose in life is to get into heaven and be happy. Being happy is in our human nature, I got this one from Tolstoykaftkaevsky-He's on youtube. We live to be happy. Its in the code the supreme beings have written in us. We're computers-thats it.
Do we have purpose? I think we do. Impact on each other in this case. Our purpose in life is to be happy, but this conflicts with the good and bad thing. For some people happiness=being bad. These souls are obvisouly corrupted data that needs fixed by deleting it and reinstalling them back onto earth. For people that are happiness=good then they get a free ticket to heaven or whereever we end up in.
I'm still evolving with this idea and I really like it.

Thursday 1 March 2012

Battlefield: My story

So there I was, 14 and getting my first Xbox. And..since we were cheap I had to go to the Used Game Section of the New Jersey Gamestop, where I met Battlefield Bad Comapany.
I grew up with this game, and I loved it. I started out as a noob and did the smart thing and decided NOT play multiplayer until I finished through the campagin..Didn't take me that long-I LOVED IT THOUGH. I then hopped onto multiplayer and soon immersed myself into the world of Dice's frosbite engine. I soon started playing Halo along with it and I got REALLY GOOD. I placed all of my shoots right, ADVANCED TATICS, and I rose up to da highest rank. And once BC2 came along by, mostly everybody on BC1 were high ranked. I then fell  into peer pressure and bought into BC2-MIND BLOWN. Instead of jumping into singleplayer, I tried my hand at the multilayer-Again MINEBLOWNED. The graphix became a tremendous leap from BC1 and I actaully got eye-strain because I wasn't used to it...And it would help if I wasn't 2 inches away from da TV
Anyways, BC2 was amazing, though I didn't stay too long, I played through the multiplayer, and I guess you could say I was good, But not good enough. I went back to BC1, sometimes switching back and forth. I just didn't adjust to what BC2 had to offer. Sometimes later I did get back into it, but then came BATTLEFIELD 3..
And I immediatally switched to that. I just couldn't wait. I was at a black friday sale with my cousin and I was like I JUST HAVE TO BUY DIS. no, I didn't preorder it because I knew the price would just drop at some point
And I still got it: With all of the exp. I gathered from every single game I adjusted to BF3 just fine and some people say-I'm da boss. But I'm more of a team player now. Unlike other FPS games BF3 revolves around teamwork instead of going SOLO every single game like BC1. U can accomplish much more together in BF3 and that is wat I like about it. I didn't get this message in BC2 though..or BC1. BF3 seemed to be my "revelations" period
and I just lost my train of though..Sorry!

Wednesday 15 February 2012

Star Wars Episode 1 review

I was somewhere around  5 yrs of age. I was excited, a new shipment of stuff came to our store. The first batch of star wars episode 1 merchandise. I soon grew up in the new generations of star wars movies, not knowing about the original triology, You can say this is backwards compared to some of the much older fans who grew up with the original triology. Since I stared with Episode 1 first I really have growned attached to it, even though people said it sucked crap. Anyways, I first experience star wars through VHS. I never went to see a movie when I was around that age, the first time for me would be when I was around 9. I was hooked, I wanted to know more but sadly I didn't get the "memo" about the other movies till I was in 5th grade, 12 years old. My speech therapist told me about all of these star wars movies I have never heard of. By this time the last two episodes (which were amazing!) had already came out, or at least on the way. I never watched any of the original triology episodes, but I did get into Episode V: A new hope through the aid of the Star wars storybook. This just kept on feeding my curiosity for learning more about star wars n stuff.
But for this post...It's going to be about the re-release for Episode I
First of all, it was just to get more money, in my opinion at least. My other half is saying something about how he released "Red Tails" about the same time. Maybe he wanted to see what his fans wanted? New films or Star Wars films? Anyways, if you haven't comprehended anything above you would know I was quite fond of the first episode, then when I re-watched it on the big screen-I wanted to uh yea. (I don't want to say it for some reason)

After re-watching it with a the mask pulled out of my head I can clearly see how crappy episode one is. I like the fight scenes, podracing, etc. But its the actors that mostly killed it. And Jar Jar too. Jar Jar Binks was supposed to be the comidic relief I guess but he sucks at being it, I liked how Lucas even knew this and gave Obi-wan the comidic relief stuff and he does it more lightly but still funny. As for the actors...its just the kid who played Anakin skywalker. I'm not going to put to much blame on him cause he is at the moment going through so much other rants from other peoplez. But still, WHY DID THE MAKErS PICK HIM! I can't see how he makes love to padme and creates little peoplez when he's like 3 feet shorter than her, and his lines are CRAP, and he says em like Crap! Creating even more CRAP..that's alot of crap
re-watching a crappish movie just makes it more crappier...that is the lesson of this post..yess..hmmmmm

Thursday 9 February 2012

Viewers?

Ok, so that little counter over derrs: ----------->
Is anybody actaully viewing meh blog?
I looked at my stats all the time...
Russia?
UK?
I'm  not trying to sound mean I'm just curious to know who is meh audience and or if I'm alone or not n stuff

Tuesday 7 February 2012

Girl Trouble? I hope nott...STOOPID Post

*UPDATE: This is an extremely old post, but it has become so popular. I would jus tlike to know what the f*ck is going through your mind to sit here and read this post? Haha.*

Let's start off that THIS POST IS JUST STUPID. I have no idea why I'm writing this and I am HAATING IT.
Lets start off here: My parents (Just my mom) won't let me date white, christan girls. It's because she is so RACIST AND BIASED saying that all whites are for WHITE SUPREMACY n that crap. Also because of religrions how they're not vegetarians. She wants me to hang out with indian girls and I refuse to..I at least want to talk freely to the girls at my school-but that won't happen will it!
Moving forward: I honestly think this is still-a very stupid topic, but Imma just keep going...
The first time I laid eyes on her I knew she was just-amazing. First Grade lawl
She moved to a different school but in the same district in Fifth grade..and I was heart broken. During these times I only presented myself as the little kid in the back who's head was in da clouds...also a nerd. We were reunited in 6th grade but I was still as shy as crap-along with my mother being stupid, one of my friends kept pushing me to talk to her and I think she realized that I really liked her...but time went on and she seemed to have forgoten about it.
This leads up to today, I'm still in love with her and I can't do anything about it. Even if I try to rebel she is so hard to get. And I guess I'm not in her "image" as the perfect guy. I'm pretty sure it won't happen which makes me have a saddface :(

Monday 6 February 2012

What I've been up to

NOTHING. Got some baaad grades and focusing on just doing that.
Our teacher is just setting us up to fail and I have to put of with it so yea.
I see school as a game, just a game. And getting straight A's makes me better and smarter than everybody else so I'm WINNING this game all the time-Right now I'm not so..
They're rereleasing star wars episode 1 back thearters this friday..woohoo....yea...A waste of time but you have to understand that without this Lucas would be a BROKE. He gave us the gift of star wars and we should help him out...
Here comes my other brain: .....train of thought is going.....hold on....But he didnt have to give us the cheapa$$ re release of a jacked up crappy star wars movie...maybe the original but really? The first one...AGAIN?
Also here is someting to listen to if ur bored:
Deadmau5
White noise (DONT DO THIS IF U DONT HAVE ADHD AND R IS TRYING TO STUDY, trust meh...I dont have adhd and I tried using this as a study helper and it FAILED. I couldnt get anything done.
www.rainymood.com: rain makes everything better!

Wednesday 18 January 2012

STOP SOPA. SAVE THE WORLD

The new 2012..is happening. The Gov. has finally did it..now I'm mad. SOPA!
THey want to censor EVERTHING. Your dog, your cat, your aunt..EVERYTHING
SOPA is an act that is going to censor everything. They really want to stop Pivarcy..Even if it means blacking out Google searches..shutting down YOUTUBE, twitter etc.
I urge EVERYBODY to start signing petitions and FIGHTING AGAINST THIS MENACE
I believe that the gov. has no right to stop pivcarcy or get into any type of businees with the internet. First of all..the guys who made this stupid act don't even know crap about using a computer. I don't see how people can stand up for this...

Tuesday 17 January 2012

Did I just create my own god?

So I'm watching INTO THE UNIVSERVE with STEPHEN HAWKINGS. When he describes and says stuff about the "death of a star" and starts treating this stuff has real beings, I start to wonder...Maybe the sun is a very bulky person....alot of bulky persons...And maybe they die n stuff...IDK
I'm not going to elaborate because I honestly don't know how to so thats it...

Saturday 14 January 2012

I'm not smart. BTW this is a jumbled mess of words....Read at your own will

So, I signed up for Quizbowl to get out of spanish. Its the 2nd practice I've been to. We're going over questions and my mind starts wandering off. The team appears to be stumped by a math question and their math guy wasn't there today. They see my BROWNESSSSS and they walk up to me and give me a piece of paper....I ask them and they say I looked like a math guy...LOL...They thought all Indians for good at math. Well, I couldn't do the problem...I knew though that last year I could...I was really good with that stuff..but this year is ...ah...BLAH


People say I'm a genius. I would agree (lol). I agree that I'm smarter than most people, actually...maybe even Everybody.
But, here is my description of "smart":
A characteristic used by a dumb person to describe intellectual people who have the dedication to learn.
I'm only smart because I'm willing to accept and learn.
This is the akward moment when the writer just realizes that his viewers don't know who he is...
I take AP classes of the highest level...and I'm breezing through High School with little to no difficulty.
But now something has happended. Last school year, my 9th grade year, I was on top of the world. Highest in my class...I owe it to my Spanish Teacher who pushed me to my limits. I used every ounce of my brain power and it payed off. But over the summer..I sadly degraded. Now I'm just using my standard Logic and Memory (Semi-photographic memory) applications for just about every class
Here is how I aced 9th grade:
Algebra: Basic math muscles
Science: Logic and memory. semi photographic memory
Spanish: Complete 100% semi photographic memory
English: Logic and reasoning
Now, I was at the top and peak of my brain power...or watever
Then I went DOWN
Algebra: Basic math muscles but no FOCUS AT ALL (The Teacher bores me..and I just give up half the time...)
Science: Memory, absolutely little to no logic. Its chemistry so I can't really use much of my brain power cause we're doing labs. IDK its hard. I feel so out of place in Chem. I was awsome at Biology...I just don't know...
Spanish: New teachers sadly, this is the main reason I went down. I just use my semi photgraphic memory and ace everything. The class is way to easy.
Now...I still have all A's...but I feel bad because I'm not trying at all. I'm just breezing through....

Thursday 5 January 2012

My new religion

So there I was, my parents decided to take me to the temple for the first time. We usually prayed at home but I had no idea the deeper meaning of it. I know there was god, my mother told me stories. I just didn't really care because I thought it didn't apply to me. I quote from my mom (In broken english though lol) "God is just a God"
My conflict: Well, its been 9 years now, well does it?

Basically, I'm a born Hindu. I believe in hinduism and reincarnation strongly. But in these days I'm "losing" it. I'm not losing my faith, but my irrational brain is having a LOT doubt. I immersed myself into texts and different religions. I'm currently reading a book called "Night" by Elie Wiesel, a holocaust survivor. In his book, basically he just bags heavily on his god because his god wasn't there to help him. Does this mean the Jewish god (Whoever he is, I don't pay attention to Judaism) doesn't exsit? Does it mean that Jews are actaully hated people? I think not-And my mind agrees on this opinion. (Ok, I'm getting really distracted at this moment)
Now, in my new religion-Its basically a "slot" thing going on. I insert Hinduism-Because I follow it. This "slot" religion basically adds on some extra stuff:(NOTE THIS IS A RELIGION I MADE TO COPE WITH THE CONFLICTING BATTLES INSIDE-IT IS IT HELP ME, IDK IF IT MAY OR MAY NOT WORK FOR U BUT I DON"T RECOMMEND THIS

Here is the first bit:
All gods co-exist. This is from the Kane Chronicles camo-apperance of the Olympian gods, how that one guy (Who is a god? IDK I havent read these books-Just Percy Jackson) says that the Egyptian gods have to stay away from the Greek gods. This is how I took it: That all gods people pray to (Just a few selected very big ones) All co-exist and have their own domain. This makes perfect sense to me, because how the Hindu gods could have their own Domain in India. While the Chistan God has uh his? domain in whereever? (That religion is TOO BIG). This could be the reason why the Bible never came down to the Hindus of India. I don't care what those radicals say- We hindus DON"T want to change our religion-no matter how "true" it is or whatever. Christianity never came to India, so there is no reason for me or anybody else to believe in it. This religion probably didn't come to India because it wasn't its domain, it couldn't live there (I'm using IT again..I'm very sorry).
And here is an idea-The fight for discoverying the new world was like a fight for a domian. The US could be the  first place where all of the religions in the world can just share a domain.
I don't know if the gods are maybe in conflict here or what. Maybe that could be the reason for 2012 (Which I will get into a anther blog post of) Or why the ecnomoy is down greatly...
Here is my conflict though, the idea of maybe the god's power is determined by how much people believe in them (Peter Pan). Could this mean that Gods can die? (Freddy Cougar, Nightmare on Elm Street) Just by not praying to them? Does praying to them give them strength? (Percy Jackson)
I want these questions answered...
So thats about all I have for today. Again, this religion is something I make up on the go to cope with all of the ideas flooding my head. I'm not a true strong believer of my own religion because I'm afraid to believe..


The future, and my DISCLAIMER..or whatever.

So I decided to get into the swing of things and start writing again. But, I'm making some changes.
It's a new year and I realize that this blog has potenial, if I could actaully move my lazy -. ... ... and try to start writing again.
This blog will go from just my everyday life to what I want, but don't want to, write- Philosophy, religion, society, and gaming (Yea, I just HAD to put that there).
My mind is coming to great conflict of ideas-I'm thinking this blog will become a great output of me.
Now here is my "disclaimer":
  • All arguments presented in future blog posts mean NO HARM to ANYONE. These are arguments between me and myself-not to others. They are my opinions and solely my opinions. 
  • I am using my freedom of speech, if you have a problem with it-Don't read my blog. This blog is mainly just an output to me to put down my conflicts down on words
  • You may also be offended by future arguments, like I said above, I mean no harm to anyone
I actaully had more but I just lost my train of thought. I'll continue this in some other post when I get all of my thoughts together