--This is a collection of notes I've been writing up during my special "twilight" time. Its usually 12-1 am, where I can see things moar clearly...Like I'm high.
Religion today is biased, corrupted, and full of human error after so many years. As kids, we are born into a certain belief, and we soon learn to grow and love it. As we age, some kids (Like myself) may decide to step out of the "house" and explore the world, the world of different beliefs. Some of these kids may look at these new beliefs in utter disbelief, and return home, back to where they are most comfortable in. Unlike them though, I decided to stay outside.Evey time I return home I keep whatever I have learned bottled up inside. Ashamed of what my fellow people think. Not everybody can be as multicultural as Bada$$ Brian.
So I've been on this "spirtual" journey for sometime now. Creating my own belief, filled with information from other beliefs. "God, is just a God," as my mother would say. I've been exploring other beliefs in-depth. It's been hard to find where to go next, or how this fits together. I usually figure it all out in the middle of the night like I said abooove.
I've been websearching last night, my usual thang. I came across this bit of information though, an impetus for what I'm about to go into next:
All religion is true, and the service to man is the most efficient way to worship God.
I'll be explaining this bit of information more in-depth in the next blog spot.
The first bit of this information though led me to anther, slowly upcoming, beleif. Omnism.
After researching this new belief I soon learned that I've been an omnist this whole time. Collecting whatever I have learned from other beleifs and believing in them throughly. Unlike many other beliefs and religions, Omnism gives me the freedom that I want. The Freedom to explore, to investigate...
All this time, whenever somebody asks me what religion I believe in, I would go off saying that I'm a Hindu, but blah blah blah, and blah blah meh. Now, I have just 1 word to explain it all.
I still think like a Hindu though. But I honestly believe that the worshiping part of it sounds a bit off. Then again, every morning I do my usual prayers, because I was raised that way. I was raised to do this and now it has become a habit. A poison it maybe. But I have the power to stop, for some reason though, I haven't stopped. I'm praying, but I just don't know who I'm praying too. Kind of ridiculous isn't it?
Right now though, I believe in a supreme being, I believe in reincarnation and that our bodies are vessels for a spiritual essence. And there is more I can add onto that list. But this blog post can only go so far before the reader loses complete interest so Imma end it here foos
Religion today is biased, corrupted, and full of human error after so many years. As kids, we are born into a certain belief, and we soon learn to grow and love it. As we age, some kids (Like myself) may decide to step out of the "house" and explore the world, the world of different beliefs. Some of these kids may look at these new beliefs in utter disbelief, and return home, back to where they are most comfortable in. Unlike them though, I decided to stay outside.Evey time I return home I keep whatever I have learned bottled up inside. Ashamed of what my fellow people think. Not everybody can be as multicultural as Bada$$ Brian.
So I've been on this "spirtual" journey for sometime now. Creating my own belief, filled with information from other beliefs. "God, is just a God," as my mother would say. I've been exploring other beliefs in-depth. It's been hard to find where to go next, or how this fits together. I usually figure it all out in the middle of the night like I said abooove.
I've been websearching last night, my usual thang. I came across this bit of information though, an impetus for what I'm about to go into next:
All religion is true, and the service to man is the most efficient way to worship God.
I'll be explaining this bit of information more in-depth in the next blog spot.
The first bit of this information though led me to anther, slowly upcoming, beleif. Omnism.
After researching this new belief I soon learned that I've been an omnist this whole time. Collecting whatever I have learned from other beleifs and believing in them throughly. Unlike many other beliefs and religions, Omnism gives me the freedom that I want. The Freedom to explore, to investigate...
All this time, whenever somebody asks me what religion I believe in, I would go off saying that I'm a Hindu, but blah blah blah, and blah blah meh. Now, I have just 1 word to explain it all.
I still think like a Hindu though. But I honestly believe that the worshiping part of it sounds a bit off. Then again, every morning I do my usual prayers, because I was raised that way. I was raised to do this and now it has become a habit. A poison it maybe. But I have the power to stop, for some reason though, I haven't stopped. I'm praying, but I just don't know who I'm praying too. Kind of ridiculous isn't it?
Right now though, I believe in a supreme being, I believe in reincarnation and that our bodies are vessels for a spiritual essence. And there is more I can add onto that list. But this blog post can only go so far before the reader loses complete interest so Imma end it here foos
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