Wednesday 18 January 2012

STOP SOPA. SAVE THE WORLD

The new 2012..is happening. The Gov. has finally did it..now I'm mad. SOPA!
THey want to censor EVERTHING. Your dog, your cat, your aunt..EVERYTHING
SOPA is an act that is going to censor everything. They really want to stop Pivarcy..Even if it means blacking out Google searches..shutting down YOUTUBE, twitter etc.
I urge EVERYBODY to start signing petitions and FIGHTING AGAINST THIS MENACE
I believe that the gov. has no right to stop pivcarcy or get into any type of businees with the internet. First of all..the guys who made this stupid act don't even know crap about using a computer. I don't see how people can stand up for this...

Tuesday 17 January 2012

Did I just create my own god?

So I'm watching INTO THE UNIVSERVE with STEPHEN HAWKINGS. When he describes and says stuff about the "death of a star" and starts treating this stuff has real beings, I start to wonder...Maybe the sun is a very bulky person....alot of bulky persons...And maybe they die n stuff...IDK
I'm not going to elaborate because I honestly don't know how to so thats it...

Saturday 14 January 2012

I'm not smart. BTW this is a jumbled mess of words....Read at your own will

So, I signed up for Quizbowl to get out of spanish. Its the 2nd practice I've been to. We're going over questions and my mind starts wandering off. The team appears to be stumped by a math question and their math guy wasn't there today. They see my BROWNESSSSS and they walk up to me and give me a piece of paper....I ask them and they say I looked like a math guy...LOL...They thought all Indians for good at math. Well, I couldn't do the problem...I knew though that last year I could...I was really good with that stuff..but this year is ...ah...BLAH


People say I'm a genius. I would agree (lol). I agree that I'm smarter than most people, actually...maybe even Everybody.
But, here is my description of "smart":
A characteristic used by a dumb person to describe intellectual people who have the dedication to learn.
I'm only smart because I'm willing to accept and learn.
This is the akward moment when the writer just realizes that his viewers don't know who he is...
I take AP classes of the highest level...and I'm breezing through High School with little to no difficulty.
But now something has happended. Last school year, my 9th grade year, I was on top of the world. Highest in my class...I owe it to my Spanish Teacher who pushed me to my limits. I used every ounce of my brain power and it payed off. But over the summer..I sadly degraded. Now I'm just using my standard Logic and Memory (Semi-photographic memory) applications for just about every class
Here is how I aced 9th grade:
Algebra: Basic math muscles
Science: Logic and memory. semi photographic memory
Spanish: Complete 100% semi photographic memory
English: Logic and reasoning
Now, I was at the top and peak of my brain power...or watever
Then I went DOWN
Algebra: Basic math muscles but no FOCUS AT ALL (The Teacher bores me..and I just give up half the time...)
Science: Memory, absolutely little to no logic. Its chemistry so I can't really use much of my brain power cause we're doing labs. IDK its hard. I feel so out of place in Chem. I was awsome at Biology...I just don't know...
Spanish: New teachers sadly, this is the main reason I went down. I just use my semi photgraphic memory and ace everything. The class is way to easy.
Now...I still have all A's...but I feel bad because I'm not trying at all. I'm just breezing through....

Thursday 5 January 2012

My new religion

So there I was, my parents decided to take me to the temple for the first time. We usually prayed at home but I had no idea the deeper meaning of it. I know there was god, my mother told me stories. I just didn't really care because I thought it didn't apply to me. I quote from my mom (In broken english though lol) "God is just a God"
My conflict: Well, its been 9 years now, well does it?

Basically, I'm a born Hindu. I believe in hinduism and reincarnation strongly. But in these days I'm "losing" it. I'm not losing my faith, but my irrational brain is having a LOT doubt. I immersed myself into texts and different religions. I'm currently reading a book called "Night" by Elie Wiesel, a holocaust survivor. In his book, basically he just bags heavily on his god because his god wasn't there to help him. Does this mean the Jewish god (Whoever he is, I don't pay attention to Judaism) doesn't exsit? Does it mean that Jews are actaully hated people? I think not-And my mind agrees on this opinion. (Ok, I'm getting really distracted at this moment)
Now, in my new religion-Its basically a "slot" thing going on. I insert Hinduism-Because I follow it. This "slot" religion basically adds on some extra stuff:(NOTE THIS IS A RELIGION I MADE TO COPE WITH THE CONFLICTING BATTLES INSIDE-IT IS IT HELP ME, IDK IF IT MAY OR MAY NOT WORK FOR U BUT I DON"T RECOMMEND THIS

Here is the first bit:
All gods co-exist. This is from the Kane Chronicles camo-apperance of the Olympian gods, how that one guy (Who is a god? IDK I havent read these books-Just Percy Jackson) says that the Egyptian gods have to stay away from the Greek gods. This is how I took it: That all gods people pray to (Just a few selected very big ones) All co-exist and have their own domain. This makes perfect sense to me, because how the Hindu gods could have their own Domain in India. While the Chistan God has uh his? domain in whereever? (That religion is TOO BIG). This could be the reason why the Bible never came down to the Hindus of India. I don't care what those radicals say- We hindus DON"T want to change our religion-no matter how "true" it is or whatever. Christianity never came to India, so there is no reason for me or anybody else to believe in it. This religion probably didn't come to India because it wasn't its domain, it couldn't live there (I'm using IT again..I'm very sorry).
And here is an idea-The fight for discoverying the new world was like a fight for a domian. The US could be the  first place where all of the religions in the world can just share a domain.
I don't know if the gods are maybe in conflict here or what. Maybe that could be the reason for 2012 (Which I will get into a anther blog post of) Or why the ecnomoy is down greatly...
Here is my conflict though, the idea of maybe the god's power is determined by how much people believe in them (Peter Pan). Could this mean that Gods can die? (Freddy Cougar, Nightmare on Elm Street) Just by not praying to them? Does praying to them give them strength? (Percy Jackson)
I want these questions answered...
So thats about all I have for today. Again, this religion is something I make up on the go to cope with all of the ideas flooding my head. I'm not a true strong believer of my own religion because I'm afraid to believe..


The future, and my DISCLAIMER..or whatever.

So I decided to get into the swing of things and start writing again. But, I'm making some changes.
It's a new year and I realize that this blog has potenial, if I could actaully move my lazy -. ... ... and try to start writing again.
This blog will go from just my everyday life to what I want, but don't want to, write- Philosophy, religion, society, and gaming (Yea, I just HAD to put that there).
My mind is coming to great conflict of ideas-I'm thinking this blog will become a great output of me.
Now here is my "disclaimer":
  • All arguments presented in future blog posts mean NO HARM to ANYONE. These are arguments between me and myself-not to others. They are my opinions and solely my opinions. 
  • I am using my freedom of speech, if you have a problem with it-Don't read my blog. This blog is mainly just an output to me to put down my conflicts down on words
  • You may also be offended by future arguments, like I said above, I mean no harm to anyone
I actaully had more but I just lost my train of thought. I'll continue this in some other post when I get all of my thoughts together